another school day. lessons were interesting enough (maybe not RA), but was just tired. i barely slept last night.
i'm like counting down for the holidays, looking forward to doing nothing. i miss that. no feelings no thoughts, just nothing.
i feel a lil' crazy right now. must be because that i've have no sugar. i just want a cookie, sure would cheer me up. chocolate chip would be really cool. i'm so pathetic. i feed on my disappoints.
i'm finally feeling the effects, getting sad took me a long time.
should have be there earlier. should have. i wish i was.